I just knew from the moment I saw him
My search started when I was 15 years old. It all happened very quickly. I just kind of decided that there must be a deeper meaning to life and I didn‘t want to follow in the footsteps of the rest of the world and my parents. So I started searching for a deeper truth. I was going to go into the woods and realise God. I started doing Hatha Yoga and meditating, and I carried this book around in my pocket called How to Survive in the Woods.
I grew up in Queens and I went to Jamaica High School. One day I had just gone to a party, and I was so disillusioned with the world. I was walking down Hillside Avenue when I saw a poster with a picture of Guru. I thought, "Wow!" I was looking for a teacher. The poster had a phone number on it, but I had no pen with me. So I took out my book 'How to Survive in the Woods' and scratched in the phone number with my key.
The next day I called this number and got Dulal on the phone. He was a prominent disciple of Guru‘s who took care of this kind of thing. I told him that I had just turned 16 a week earlier. He said, "Then you probably have long hair?" I said, “No." Then he said, “You probably take drugs?" And I said, "No." So then he said, "All right, you can come on Thursday." I was deeply grateful and mentioned that I had read, "When the seeker is ready, the Master will appear". He replied, "Let us see".
Things were a little different in those days (1970). The meditations were in Guru‘s house. For some reason I thought I should wear white, because I was wearing white. I actually got to Guru‘s house early. The door to the front porch was open. I walked in and Guru was sitting there on his couch. I didn‘t know what to do. I was just a kid! I remember I was actually standing in front of Guru, kind of flapping my arms. I got very nervous and Guru asked me who I was. I answered, “Dulal invited me to come." Guru said, “Oh, very good. Please come back in 15 minutes."
So I came back and I remember waiting outside Guru‘s house with some of the disciples. I was very shy so I didn‘t say anything, but I was amazed how pure everyone looked. When we got inside, Guru had a meditation. It was in the main room of Guru‘s house. Guru asked all the disciples to come up and meditate. There were only about 30 people. As soon as I saw Guru, I saw a holy light around him, and I knew Guru was my Master.
People were getting up and I actually thought I was a disciple. So I started getting up. I was standing, but it was too late – everybody else was already up there meditating. Then everybody came back to their seats. Guru saw me standing there and said, “Now, new people come up and meditate." So I went up and meditated and that was it. I just knew from the moment I saw Guru that he was my teacher.
Sri Chinmoy's students describe their inner and outer experiences.
In the Whirlwind of LifePradeep Hoogakker The Hague, Netherlands
If a wish comes from the soul, it will be grantedKamalakanta Nieves New York, United States
Spirituality means speedPatanga Cordeiro São Paulo, Brazil
The day I recieved my spiritual nameBanshidhar Medeiros San Juan, Puerto Rico
Just go with it and jump!Gabriele Settimi San Diego, United States
Filled with deepest joyTirtha Voelckner Munich, Germany
Having a Spiritual TeacherPreetidutta Thorpe Auckland, New Zealand
President Gorbachev: a special soul brought down for a special reasonMridanga Spencer Ipswich, United Kingdom
'You have to be like a warrior and fight'Mahiyan Savage San Diego, United States
No Fear, Only the Heart’s ConcernJogyata Dallas Auckland, New Zealand
A Flame in my HeartAdesh Widmer Zurich, Switzerland
Patanga: my spiritual namePatanga Cordeiro São Paulo, Brazil
interviews with Sri Chinmoy's students